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I felt that 1ish A.M. on saturday while I was drunk as balls was a perfect time to call her and tell her that **** wasn't working out and I was pretty much done unless something changed.  You were on me for the bad planning of not getting the rig together, I think this trumps that bad planning by far :D  it actually turned out for the better because we are now going to counseling tomorrow and we are gonna get some **** out.  she has all kinds of issues from her 2 previous relationships involving physical abuse and her last involving a cheating husband.  she needs to get those out as well as her dad leaving her at birth and her stepdad raising her.  abandonment issues much?  I have some **** I need to get out too, so we are going in.  she has been happy as hell since I told her she needed to change or I was out.  She has been unhappy for about 5 months.  this makes me unhappy.  I feel that telling her to get help was a good decision.  I feel that telling her while I was wasted, then passing out when she went to tell me how she felt all while 7 hours away was a BAD decision.  we are cool as hell now though.  her making the appointment was a huge turning point.


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