If I can throw in a couple words to help you, maybe. Some of you know me and some don't but here is my .02 worth.
I would never tell anyone to NOT go after a dream like owning your own shop, BUT!!! I worked for the Fire Dept. for over 16 years working 24 hour shifts and owning Bent And Twisted Fab on the side, I missed a ton of family things and alot of my kids lives. I wanted to run or own a larger shop and leave the fire dept. for good. First thing I did was get a bigger shop in town (my old shop was just outside ot town) bought a bunch of new or better equipment and went at it. First thing Brian and his wife told me was NOT to do it. I had time to race and do more things the way it was and I should not go bigger, BUT I did anyway. From there I quit the fire dept and headed to Texas to run Longviewdrive shaft and 4x4 a VERY lager shop, it didn't work out, from there we headed to Arkansas to help out with Carls shop, to small of a town and personal trouble was headed my way. I would not take it all back for one minute, the friends I have made in this sport are some of my best and I look forward to hearing from them any time I can. I ment most of you here because of this also. I have however lost alot, the wife and I have been apart for a few months now and the kids stayed with me, we are all back together now sence the holidays and I think things will all work out. I have a great job, still able to fab things ever day and I have alot of my equipment and I have full use of the shop here. I have lost three rigs because of this also and I am sure it will be awhile before I get another one built.
Sorry this is long but please do sit down and think about everthing before you jump out there and grap it by the horns. Kansas is a hard place to do builds, 90% of all my work came and still does from out of state from people I have wheeled with and raced with. This is just my .02 worth and I hope it helps you in some way. I too love and breathe this sport but right now it is through all of you here and on pirate4x4. My daughter and I watch every build and make plans for the next one, which I should have the chassis after K.O.H. race but it will take awhile to build. I hope the best for you!!!

Sorry I got into my personal life here but I wanted you to see what can happen, hope it all works out for you.