okay, I'm wavering again. apparently I don't make as much as some of you

I need kingpin rebuilds, a tranny (that I can't find any****ingwhere

)14 yoke, couple ujoints, shifters, blah blah blah....and....money. I might sell the sheep and not wheel this year or next. :-\ We are trying to buy/build a house and we are scraping as it is. I have to haul the trailer down to bama in a month and pull the turd back, and that is going to kill me in fuel. I can't afford to help her with rent right now. I'm bleeding money from every hole trying to get the burntable up and in production, trying to make 2 truck payments and payment on the ironworker/table, and keep food on the table.

I drained my savings last month paying all the bills from working on upkeep **** in the shop, now its all hitting hard and I'd have to miss a day of work to go to disney, plus a several hundred dollar fuel bill. in the time it would take to rush the sheep together I could have the bugs out of the table and have it into production, and get started on my land getting the lateral field in shape. We need to pick a plan, so I can dig the foundation and ground source horizontal lines.
xrra being in a month and me not having a fire suit or money to get there is hitting hardest, so I don't see me swinging this one. :-\
call me a flake, or blowhard, or whatever, financial crunch is hitting us and that's the long and short of it.